Its great to be that happy on my birthday :)One family just get close each other , make a crap & cheap jokes , laugh out loud , sing a birthday song , pray & make a wish for me !
I really hope that i'll be that happy on my birthday .
But , I know I have to face this .
My family just like the others family .
I know it .
I dont know why I should cry on my birthday .
Is it tears of happiness on my day ?
Or ..
Is it tears of sadness on my day ?
Arghh .
I just cant face it alone .
I need someone's shoulder to cry on .
Im totally sick with this such thing .
Its a shame
Shame to be that suck and bad on my birthday .
I cant take it anymore .
Im sorry .
Sorry to say this .
I just hate to be like this .
I want to live freely without you come and tell me a new problem .
I wont face it anymore .
Im tired .
Tired to crying .

Its great to have someone like that :)